^^Smiling Eyes^^

eat em’ up

yanyangoogoo — Fri, 03 Apr 2009 18:29:57 +0000

woot! i haven’t posted for a long time…i did have some things to share…but i’m gettng kinda lazy on puttting them here…since, i find these things so cute…i’ll post them here..hehehe…

that;s it for now..im tired..hahaha..

“kang kang”, chinese food…lala

yanyangoogoo — Sun, 29 Mar 2009 09:15:18 +0000

Oh yesterday, hmm…the normal Saturday ritual. We went to mass and had dinner as a family. But before that my sister and I went to the arcades again. Aha! I was able to convince her to play. Ugh. I dunno what happened to that girl. Sometimes she’s so lifeless…and during her graduation I mean minutes before it started, she didn’t mingle much with her classmates…I dunno what’s up with that kid.

Anyway..hahaha…in the arcade they have this game thing where

you can get stuffed toys right? My sister one wanted so much…so

we just reloaded our card to play and be able to get that thing…it

was so near the hole…surely it would fall soon…but it did cost us a

lot before we were able to get it..oooohh that small thing..i don’t

even know what it is! It has a Korean tag which says “kang kang” is

that the name of the thing…or the company which made it? Hehehe….i don’t really know…and I’m not really sure. Hahaha.

Arg..kinda pissed as well…the internet connection is pretty bad…ugh..this should not continue…I need it badly for the next few day…pls pls pls..hmm..

I don’t know why too…but i wanna puke when I hear Chinese food…I have nothing against their cuisine…but my gosh! Pls spare me for a while…my dad is crazy over Chinese food…I mean..when we eat there…it’s like I don’t want to open my mouth anymore…I’m sick of it…ugh..im so sorry…maybe because it’s the same old thing,…wah I dunno…I don’t want to be mean…but that’s how I feel…I mean I like Chinese food…but not to eat it occasionally maybe…yay….like “make me miss it” for me to look forward in eating it…hmm…tsk tsk…

I wanna cook black bean noodles! I have the recipe..but I don’t have the ingredients…hahaha…I’ll ask my mom to go to the grocery with me…so I can cook it..hehehe..  yum yum… oh I’m so getting hungry! It currently 3:33am (while I was doing this draft) wah! I wanna peewee but I’m scared now..ahhaah…I feel weird…”oooh ah oohh…honey honey…lalala…” I’m craving for bibimbap!!!! Wayya! And and…Korean melon candy…wah!

Hmm… I wanna watch nodame cantabile…I love that Japanese drama…and hana kimi! Yikee…..hahaha…

Arg arg…I have so many insect bites! I hate it! This might get pretty boring since it’s long already.. ^^

bye bye… (wave)

headache,lack manners,grad,jeans,flats,drawing,myself

yanyangoogoo — Fri, 27 Mar 2009 17:03:40 +0000

oh…i woke up with a headache..and until now i have it. it will be gone for several minutes but it goes back. medicine? no. i decided not to take one or maybe i will later for me to be able to sleep. probably got the headache from sleeping late and drinking half the bottle of soju…well, when i woke up, my mom and sister just told me that we would watch a scary movie with which i agreed right away not even thinking twice about it. before we went to the movies since we were late for the 2nd show, we decided to eat lunch first though it was a bit late since it was already 2:30pm. after that light lunch,ugh i had a bad feeling about my stomache. it was aching and i want to go to the washroom…(perhaps you know what i mean)…but if i ask them to go home…it would certainly defeat the purpose of going to the mall. so we continued to go to the cinema, i had to endure 1 hour and 30 minutes of stomach ache. hahaha.

but before the movie started, there was this group of teenagers who lacked good manners…i just wanna tell them to shut up! so there was this girl with them who removed her shoes and placed her bare feet on the headrest of the seat infront of her…how would she feel if i did that to her while she’s sitting there…ugh..i’m just so annoyed with those kinds of people. no consideration for others. i hate people who make LOUD side comments during the movie…i mean you can do it silently or if not…better yet wait till the movie finishes, right?

and there was this couple, the guy removed his slippers and kept on placing his feet up…it was gross..and kept on twinching it..and it seems like scratching it to the floor.hahaha.oh well. and the girl…ugh enough of them..i wanna slap them both…hahaha.

after the movie , i really couldn’t take it anymore. i had to tell them to make it fast coz i really need to go.hahaha.

so when i got home.yeah. did my thing.hahaha.

oh well just wanna share this.

made another doodle thing. hahaha. my sister was getting annoyed

with me telling me that “hey! you’re wasting my pens! i’m still gonna

use them!” i said… but i didn’t see you use them yet so let me

borrow them hahaha…oh well…i still used them even though she

got mad or somehow pretty annouyed with me.hahaha…

i made others as well, but im still not finish with them. my drawings

show my kiddie side i think. hahaha. i would want to color them too..but i think im just gonna destroy it. hahaha.

i tried to edit a pic too. since my sister doesnt like pictures..i had to cut her and just edit my own face hahaha.

originally, i have my sister beside me…since she doesnt like her

pics to be taken i just removed her. hahaha. i’m not ebing mean

right? oh well.. about her grad…hmm…i saw one of my

highschool classmate, we can’t keep our mouth shut for the whole

grad ceremony…we haven’t seen each other for like 3 years, since

we graduated from highschool. i missed her. hehehe. we kept

taking pics, but im not gonna post them. i dont have her

permission to post her pic. hehehe. hmm..what else…i dont know

if im so mean, i wore jeans for her graduation. i dont like wearing

dresses and skirts unless i really really had to. hahaha. i’m so bad. hmm…and out of boredom..i took a pic of my shoes ahahah…i even wore flats!

what the hell…i’m such a brat! i know! ahahaha…

well, maybe that’s it for now…

so worried…yikes… :s

yanyangoogoo — Fri, 27 Mar 2009 15:13:23 +0000

oh my! im so worried for my grades! i wish i hope and i pray that i passed all my subjects…pls pls pls…i dont want to repeat anything! wah! im gonna go crazy…hmmm

don’t you rush me!

yanyangoogoo — Thu, 26 Mar 2009 14:39:13 +0000

did you ever feel that people want to rush things?

they want to decide for your future and disregard what you want?!!!

i feel like shit right now!

it started out to be a fine day but now it’s so bad. i want to turn back the time and just scrap off that par tof my life!!!!

“you will be graduating already…next year…don’t delay”

arg!!!!!

i still dont want!

why are you fuckin’ rushing me!

wah!

i so wanna cry right now!

selfish!!!!!

wah!

mixed feelings…

happy song doesnt help now!!!!

grr

shit!

wah!

[im so sorry reader for cursing...]

i just have to let this out…

love them or hate them?!

arg arg arg arg arg

i feel so damn bad!

you’re turning me into a monster!!!!!!

i feel dead!!!!!!!!

i wanna scream!

let me decide…

for once…

i wanna do what i want…

dont be too protective…its suffocating me…

i want to be free…

and explore possibilities!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

saying the same thing over and over kills me!

wah!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! – - – dont treat me so lowly!

i’m feeling stupid when im with you guys!

give me a chance to be who i really am!

and explore things for me to know myself more!

big day for sister and bday of friend

yanyangoogoo — Wed, 25 Mar 2009 17:12:26 +0000

woohoo! it’s my dongsaeng’s big day today…ahahha..well, she’s gonna graduate from grade school.. but i’m not sure if she’s ready for the highschool life..hahaha…sometimes she’s such a baby and sometimes she acts as if she’s older than me..i dont really get her. haha. i dont want to go to her grad rites…but i have no choice.haha. im so mean to her. well, i’ll go anyway, i’ll be like the official photographer or something..hehehe..:) hmm..what else…

oh! yes! it’s my friend’s b-day today too! she’s uhm 20 years old…and i have been classmates with her since pre-school…and until now that we are in college..hahaha..that would estimate about 17 years of being together..hahaha…

reality struck me

yanyangoogoo — Wed, 25 Mar 2009 06:02:14 +0000

Woah! I didn’t know it would hurt this much! Now it really got into me. Coming from a friend, surely, it did hit me hard. Hehe. I may laugh about it, maybe just to relieve the stress that I feel and the attempt to lessen the pain that I actually feel. But that conversation did open my eyes more to the reality of things. Liking something or someone is not enough, there should be more to it. I should now make myself embrace the fact that… there is no hope for me, unless someone will save me from this, which will be like searching for something which actually isn’t there. Good thing I can control my tears now. Hmm. I so wanna cry! Listening to happy music couldn’t control my tears anymore. Hehehehehe… this is so pathetic.. [I’m so sorry reader…this is totally not amusing and I may be wasting your time.] Trying to handle this kind of problem is not so easy as I would think it is. Think about being really involved in a real one. So much pain that it can destroy the entirety of your being. Hehehe…chingu? Tasukete? I’m afraid it would not come so much at hand right now. Sleep on it would help? Perhaps a little… I want to hear your voice once again. Just to get the feel of it. See you? That would certainly brighten up my day… and someone to replace you…would even be better than waiting for nothing,right? I don’t know if I would still want to help you. After this, I must think first.

A BIG BIG BIG HUG. [ to comfort a friend]

A PUNCH. [ that can help me let go of this angry feeling towards you]

A SLAP. [ to bring me back to reality]

A KISS. [ to let someone know that he/she is loved]

A SMILE. [ to let you know that there’s hope]

“After a rainy day

Soon there will come bright days

To lift you up from this distress

To bring you back

And start a new journey of life

That you will now face with

Courage…a helping hand

Will not let you down

A smile will be the start of this new course

Do not fail it.”

Lesson Learned

yanyangoogoo — Tue, 24 Mar 2009 18:38:40 +0000

“i wanted to tell you…”

“that…”

“Saranghandago”(?)

“i wanted to say it out loud like that.”

“thats is all”

- yoon ji hoo

*why say that! i wasnt thinking about it! wah! you so made me cry…wah!!!!!!!! i know that i have no hope until i get to learn it! you even tried to say it in a nice manner but it didnt help at all!!! wah! what am i gonna do now..i feel dead again because of you… :’(…to comfort me? no one..i have to bear with it. its hard to open up to someone and when you do..in the end..they will just hurt you. i get your point. lesson learned.

wild mosquitos…and BOF… :P

yanyangoogoo — Tue, 24 Mar 2009 17:04:29 +0000

omg! mosquitos here are like vampires! they take a bite at you neck!!!!! wah!

i dont want to have “kiss marks” on my neck caused by these insects! arg arg arg! hahaha…no matter how you drive them away…they still come back.hahaha…rawr! ahahaha…

falling in love again…because of BOF,….hahaha…ji hoo sunbae…just be mine if geum jan di doesnt like you….hahaha,,,im so so crazy now…

my eye…hmm…sad movie

yanyangoogoo — Tue, 24 Mar 2009 15:07:51 +0000

i was browsing through my files and i got to see this pic which was taken by my friend, i think last month…if i remember correctly it was Feb 24, hahaha…i went to school at lunch time coz i didnt have morning class….or rather i didnt attend it.hahaha. i was having stomachache that day as well and i wanted to go home soon…i was sick but i did make time for play.hahahaha…im such a kiddo. anyway…it’s a picture of my eye, i was actually peeping between two boards for an exhibit.hahaha…actually we had lots of crazy pics during that time…well, actually, just crazy pics of me.hahaha. i’ll share them some other time.heheheh…

my friend said, its like an anime…pertaining to the pic..hehehe…does it look like one? hahaha…

oh…quite feeling down right now. i dont know why.

i want to be happy…

my mom was watching a movie a while ago..i watched with her thinking it’s a feel good movie…it was nice though…love thing..ugh..but the ending was sad…the guy died…im not gonna mention the movie because some of you might have not watched it yet. hehehe…

hmm…i put like several entries in a day…hahaha…sorry about that…i just dont want to compress it in just one entry…i want to have lots for different things..hahaha…

^^Smiling Eyes^^

eat em’ up

“kang kang”, chinese food…lala

headache,lack manners,grad,jeans,flats,drawing,myself

so worried…yikes… :s

don’t you rush me!

big day for sister and bday of friend

reality struck me

Lesson Learned

wild mosquitos…and BOF… :P

my eye…hmm…sad movie

my friend said, its like an anime…pertaining to the pic..hehehe…does it look like one? hahaha…

oh…quite feeling down right now. i dont know why.

i want to be happy…

my mom was watching a movie a while ago..i watched with her thinking it’s a feel good movie…it was nice though…love thing..ugh..but the ending was sad…the guy died…im not gonna mention the movie because some of you might have not watched it yet. hehehe…

hmm…i put like several entries in a day…hahaha…sorry about that…i just dont want to compress it in just one entry…i want to have lots for different things..hahaha…

well gotta go now..be back later..hahaha…^^

“it’s been a month now…i’m looking forward to it”